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- Without An Outline - But Again There Is Also A Reason, (Without An Outline) And That Is To Stop Living In Ignorance, And Now In Your Arrogance About Your Ignorance, Thinking You Are God, And Instead Start To Truly Join In Partnership With God First On The "Outside" of You And Then Within You, To Become God. Amen. Ok? Time Period Written: October, 2008 Written by: Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), who Now on the "outside" of you is His Children, if you like
Written to: My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), and to all of My Children, that is, to the Children of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), who Now is everyone living in your age, if you like
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Bawa. Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate.
Bawa. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.
Bawa. My love you (anbu), My dearest loving GrandChildren, Sons and Daughters, and Brothers and Sisters, and all of My Children - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.
About Spiritual Letter 148 Bawa. Here is Page 1 of 1 of the On-line Version of another beautiful Spiritual Letter, "Spiritual Letter 148", sent to My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us) Amen.
Bawa. That is, a Spiritual Letter to My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), who in truth, like each of My Children, is Now My Dearest Loving Son or Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be please with Him, and with Us), if you like, that is, if you look through the eyes of your Shaikh, which is Now Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), if you like, which are the 99 wilayats or powers of God within you, Again if you like, that is, are the 99 beautiful names of God in the Asma'el Husna within you which in truth are the windows of your heart, if you like, through which everything in the 18,000 Universes within you can be seen, and understood, again, if you like, for in truth the Choice is yours, not God's. That is, the Choice whether any of "This Reality of You" happens within you, or not. Amen.. Amen.
Bawa. And in this way, a beautiful Spiritual Letter from God within My Children, to all of My Children, which in truth is everyone living in your age, if you like, that is, if your true intention for the life within you, that is, for your soul life, for your 6th life, for your Light Life within you, which is Jesus (peace be upon Him) within you, is to again become "One with" God within you, before you die to the flesh and get an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, that is, to again become "One with" God within you, but this time with an understanding of "Your Oneness", so it will never leave you again. Amen.
Bawa. And in this way, "A True Love Letter" to "Our" dearest loving Son Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Them, and with Us) at the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship, if you like. Amen
Bawa. A beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following "Short Title",
"What You Said Is Much, Much Better, But Again There Is Also A Reason, And That Is To Stop Living In Ignorance, And Now In Your Arrogance About Your Ignorance, Thinking You Are God, And Instead Start To Truly Join In Partnership With God First On The "Outside" of You And Then Within You, To Become God. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. And a beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following "Expanded Title" (at least in concept, if not just in words), if you like,
Expanded Title of Spiritual Letter 148
"Join As "One With" Us On The "Outside" of You To Become "One With" Us Within You, In Order To Truly Become "One With" God Within You, In Order To Truly Understand "Who You Already Are", And "Where You Already Are", And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life, While You Still Can, Before This Kind of Understanding Is No Longer Available To You, Because You Have Become What God Has Discarded From Himself, In Order To Become God Within You. That Is, To Truly Understand "What Can Truly Return To God Within You", Because It Is What Truly Came Here From God Within You, And To Truly Understand "What Cannot Return To God Within You", Because It Is What Truly Grew Here, As The Lives of Darkness and Evil Within You, And Really Has No Interest In Returning To God Within You, No Matter What It Might Tell You To The Contrary. And To Truly Understand This Choice, And What Will Help You Make The Correct Choice, Which In Truth Is Only God Within You, And For A Little While God On The "Outside" of You, And What Won't Help You Make The Correct Choice, Which Is Everything Else, No Matter How It Is Currently Decorated On the Illusory "Outside" of You, And No Matter How it Currently Speaks To You As Your Thoughts Disguised As Wisdom. And Start To Understand Everything From God's Perspective As "One with" Everyone and Everything, As God Witnessing God Tell And Bring To Completion His Story Within Him For the Benefit of all of the Creation of God Within Him, And For a Little While On the "Outside" of You For The Benefit of Your Brothers and Sisters, As This Child Has Now Learned To Do. And Stop All of Your Current Activity Of Trying To Understand Everything From Your Prospective As "Separate From" Everyone and Everything, As "Your Story" On the "Outside" of You, For Your Benefit, Not For The Benefit of Anyone Or Anything Else. Amen. Ok?"
Bawa. A Spiritual Letter from God within us all, to the Children of God for this age, which continues to "outline" for you what most of My Children are currently doing wrong, and how to correct their mistake using My Children, that is, using Those of My Children who have truly learned from "Us" how to do it right, that is, who have truly learned "How not to be there, So God can be there", So in the end, there will be "No Child Left Behind" within you, that is, there will be nothing still "separating God" from God within you.
Bawa. May God all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.
Bawa. My love you - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Us, and with Him). Amen.
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Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.
Bawa. My love you (anbu) - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us).
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1. Opening Greetings - My love you
Bawa. Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the Name of God, Most Merciful, Most Compassionate.
Bawa. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.
Bawa. My love you, My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us), and all of My Children - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Us, and with Him). Amen.
Bawa. Thank you for the beautiful letter that you sent to Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well pleased".
Bawa. What you shared in your last beautiful letter is Much, Much Better than the previous letter, where you were finding fault with Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), but Again there is "Also A Reason" for all that you shared in your last letter.
Bawa. And that reason is for you to Start to look at God within yourself, not just look at yourself on the "outside" of you, as you are Now doing. And that reason is for you to also Start to look at God within Mike, and within Sarah, and within your father & mother, and within each of your old acquaintances, not just look at them on the "outside" of them, as you are still doing.
Bawa. And that reason is for you to Start to trust in God within yourself, not just trust in Aaron on the "outside" of you. And that reason is for you to Start to trust in God within them, that is, within your mom and dad, and within Mike, and within Sarah, and within each of your old acquaintances, not just trust in them on the "outside" of them, as you are still doing. Ok?
[Note: A copy of the last 2 letters from Aaron to Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), that is, Letter 02 and Letter 03, one before and one after this letter, is provided at the end of this New letter from "Us" to all of My Children]
Bawa. For as "We" shared in "Our" previous letter,
"All of My Children still have a very, very serious illness which is the self, which is the "Enemy of the soul", which is the AntiChrist, which is Jesus (peace be upon Him) Nailed on His Cross with the 5 nails of "your desire" to live on the "outside" of you and sin, all of which is the life of "separation and differences" that you are Now experiencing, all of which is an illusory life of arrogance, karma, and illusion on the illusory "outside" of yourself, a life of "I" and "you", that has Now literally grown over the soul, So True Understanding of the soul can occur, by the soul, because in truth True Understanding can Only Occur through Contrast, that is, through the Contrast of "you" and "Your Physical Guru or Shaikh".
Bawa. All of which in truth is the Contrast of "you" and "You", or the Contrast of Aaron on the "outside" of you, and of God within you, all of which is NOW COMING TO YOU and to all of My Children as Now Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), First on the "outside" of you as Your Physical Guru or Shaikh, if you like, and then within you, as "You", if you like.
Bawa. And such is the truth of your "current life", and of the "current life" of Mike, of Sarah, of your father & mother, of each of your old acquaintances, and of all of My Children, all of which in truth is Now the self, is Now the "Enemy of the soul", is Now the AntiChrist, is Now the life of "separation and differences", is Now the illusory life of arrogance, karma, and illusion, is Now a life of "I" and "you", that has Now literally grown over the soul, By God's Design and For God's Purpose, not by "your design" or for "your purpose", all of which in truth is the illusory "form of the satan" on the illusory "outside" of you, and on the illusory "outside" of your mom and dad, and of Mike, and of Sarah, and of each of your old acquaintances, and of each of My Children.
Bawa. And this is why you and each of My Children have come into the world, as the soul, To Grown the Contrast, and Then To Learn How To Use This Contrast To Understand Who You Already Are, because True Understanding Only Occurs Through Contrast, not to try and live here as a person, not to raise a family, not to come together with "like minded people" and talk and talk about God, but never to truly join in partnership with God, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to Become God.
Bawa. And to help each of My Children to become truly successful in their own lifetime, including your mom and dad, and Mike, and Sarah, and each of your old acquaintances, "We" will Next Give Them "You", if you like, that is, After "We" Next Leave The World, with "Us" Now living in the world as Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyadeen (Ral.), Then "We" will give them "You", My Dearest Loving Son, Then "We" will give them "You" living as Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), if you like, in whom "We will be well pleased", to help them, First on the "outside" of them and then within them, if you like. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. Then "You Too" will be "Our Knife", Then "You Too" will be "Our Dearest Loving Son", Then "You Too" will be "Their dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)", along with all of My Children who truly "Wise Up" Before It Is Too Late, and do the same, that is, along with all of My Children who Now Truly Join as "One with" Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to truly learn.
"How Not To Be There, So God Can Be There"
Bawa. That is, who truly learn How To Become "Our Knife", that is, who truly learn How To cut away from each of My Children all that is Now separating their soul from God within you, No Matter What, that is, No Matter What they do to You, or how they treat You, or what they say about You.
Bawa. For as "We" taught My Children the following, when "We" were living in the world as Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), and as "We" are Again teaching My Children the following, with "Us" Now living in the world as Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), if you like.
"When Allah loves you the world will drive you away, But when the world accepts you, you will not be acceptable to God. This is a sign you can see".
"If you desire and accept the praise of the world, Truth will not accept you. But if desire Truth, the world will not accept you".
"If you desire Nothing, the No-thing will pull you back into Itself, Extracting the Understanding of Everything from Everything, Extracting the Understanding of the No-thing from the Understanding of the Everything. And Finally Extracting the No-thing from the Understanding of the No-thing."
"All who have wisdom must realize and understand this truth. Amen".
Bawa. Such is Now the Grace of Our Dearest Loving Son and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well pleased", and Such is the Grace of "You", and of each of My Children, if you like, that is, if you will Only Give Up Your "Current Life" on the illusory "outside" of yourself as the AntiChrist, which in truth is Jesus (peace be upon Him) nailed on His Cross, and become Jesus (peace be upon Him) liberated from His Cross by "Your Awakened Wisdom", First on the "outside" of you and then within you, that is, if you will Only Now "Fall Into The Fire of God" that is Now Burning for your age and for all life, that is, before IT TOO goes out. Amen. Ok?.
Bawa. So Our Dearest Loving Son Aaron Weiss, "We" understand what you are saying in your last letter, but like in your previous letter there is a reason for all that you are Now experiencing in your life, and in the life of your mom and dad, and of Mike, and of Sarah, and of each of your old acquaintances, and "We" are the One who is Conducting your life and their lives, not you and not them.
Bawa. SO PLEASE Do Not Find Fault with what "We ARE DOING", Either in "your life" or in "their life", that will only bring "your destruction" down upon you, and only then will all of your fears of hell come true, not because of "Us" and what "We" are doing, but because of "you" and what you are Now doing, which in truth is you in your ignorance, and Now in your arrogance about your ignorance, trying to "Be God", that is, for you in your ignorance, and Now in your arrogance about your ignorance, trying to decide what is correct for your life and for the life of others, for example, like you wanting Mike and Sarah to stay married, because that is how "you" want them to live.
Bawa. Please give this up, and all of your other personal desires, it is truly just selfishness, not goodness, as you Now believe, for in truth They Belong To Me, not to you, and "We" will decide what is best for them, not you, instead Join as "One with" Us, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to "Become God", for the benefit of all of My Creations, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, this is how you can truly help them.
Bawa. Such is your only fault, that is, "You trying to do My Work", and the only fault of any of My Children, and the only True Fault of this age, that is,
"In Ignorance Man Thinks He Is God"
Bawa. And the Only Cure For This Illness, which is,
"In Truth Man Is God"
Bawa. And this is "Our Justice", that is,
"Whatever you intend is what you will receive"
Bawa. So Make My Intention Your Search, and then Intend as I Intend, then Everything will happen as You Intend, for then "We will be One", if not, then nothing will ever happen as "you intend". Amen. Ok?.
Bawa. And Please Say the following Prayer every day, and as many times a day as you can, especially before doing anything, a Prayer that "We" gave to My Children in 1972 when "We" were living in the world as Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), and a Prayer "We" are Again giving to all of My Children, with "Us" Now living in the world as Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), if you like.
"O My Father, O My Shaikh, O My Guru, I need Your Love, Please, Please, Please Destroy me, and Reveal You".
"Please Destroy me as "separate from" You and You as "separate from" Me. And Reveal Me as "One with" You and You as "One with" Me."
"Please Destroy the life of "separation and differences" that you have given me, The life of arrogance, karma, and illusion that you have give me, The life of desire for earth, women, and gold that you have give me, The life of "Body, Trick, and Danger" that you have given me, [see Chapter 20, "Body, Trick, and Danger" in the beautiful book of wisdom,
"The evil actions of Kalam (Time or "The Self") that leads us to Kalan (the Angel of Death) [see Chapter 3, "The World Within and Without", in the beautiful book of
"That lead us to the "suffering of the grave" And to Qiyamah (the Standing Forth; the Day of Judgment", With us taking on as part of our judgment, if we are not wise, 105 million rebirths, Ending as a worm in hell with only one level of consciousness, or feeling, With us taking on as part of our judgment, if we are not wise, an eternal life within us as "separate from" God within us."
"And Please Reveal the Life of "Oneness and Unity", of "Justice and Truth", of "Compassion and Unity", that you have also given to us, if we are wise".
"A life of Grace, Wisdom, and 'Ilm or Divine Knowledge, that you have also given to us, Again if we are wise, that leads us to Completion, Finding Completion within Your Grace, finding Wisdom within Your Completion, Finding Truth Within Your Wisdom, and Finding the "Oneness of God and True Man" Within your Truth, within Your Wisdom, within Your Completion, and within Your Grace. Amen"
Bawa. And this is why "We" gave you, and all of My Children, Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well Pleased", First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to teach you about both the "falsehood" and the "truth" of your life, and to show you both, that is, to demonstrate to you this Contrast of "truth and falsehood", using "his own life" and "your own life" Joined as One, for in truth you and each of My Children are "his shadow", and he in truth is Now "Your Light", in the same way that "you" were "Our shadow" and "We" were "Your Light" when "We" were living in the world as Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.).
Bawa. So Please Use him as Such while you still can, while he is still living in the world, Please fall into him Now as "Your Light", as Now the "Fire of God" burning in the world for your age and for all life, for in truth There is No Other Way To Do It. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. That is, So he can teach you Now how you too can become "My Light" for your age and for all life, how you too can become My Dearest Loving Son or Daughter, that is, how you too can become "Me", that is, how you too can truly become Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) in your own lifetime, which in truth is the Only Correct Name of each of My Children, if you like.
Bawa. That is, if you will Now Just Accept and Do what Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) is Now telling you about, and is Now showing to you, if you like, that is, how you too can become "My Knife", for the benefit of all of My Creations, within Me within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) is Now doing.
Bawa. Please try hard to walk this "Path of Truth", by joining in partnership with God, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to give up your "path of falsehood". That would be very, very good. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. All of which in truth is About "Me" and "You", About "Us As One", if you like, rather than about "you" Now living as if you are "separate from" Me, as if you are "separate from" each of My Children, and as if you are "separate from" My Creation, within Me within you, all of which is "Just Not True".
Bawa. All of which in truth is Now About you Joining In Partnership with Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in "your lifetime" HERE and NOW, all of which in truth is really about you joining with "Me", both HERE and THERE for eternity, with faith and trust in Me within you.
Bawa. And all of which in truth is Not About you "holding back" your life as "separate from" him, as "separate from" Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), for in truth "As You Treat him, So We will treat you", all of which in truth is Not About you "holding back" your life as "separate from" Me, as you did in your last letter, and is Not About you defending all of the "Enemies of the soul", all of the lives of darkness and evil that Now make up your life, and that Now make up the life of your mom and dad, and of Mike, and of Sarah, and of each of your old acquaintances, and of all of My Children, as you did in your last letter.
Bawa. For in truth all of these lives of darkness and evil that Now make up your life are just waiting for "you to sit down", So "We" can stand up in your life, if you like, and then through You, stand up in their life, if they like, and then pass Judgment and offer Salvation to all of the lives you are Now defending. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. So, Please try to accept the "Truth of your life", not the "falsehood of your life", please try to accept that in truth "you and he" are "One Life", that is, that in truth "you" and Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) are One, because this is How you can truly come to know the truth hidden within that truth, that in truth "You and Me" are One, and Please Start to Join as "One with him" to liberate Jesus (peace be upon Him) form His Cross within you, by pulling out your 5 nails of desire that keep Jesus (peace be upon Him) on His Cross, because this is How "We" can pull "You" as "Our Soul" back into "Ourselves"
Bawa. That is, Please Start to look at yourself, to look at each of the lives of darkness and evil that have Now grown within you, and that have Now grown within your mom and dad, and within Mike, and within Sarah, and within each of your old acquaintances, and within all of My Children, AS IN TRUTH "Gifts of Understanding" to "Your Wisdom", not as some terrible thing that you need to get depressed about, or get "bummed out about", or as justification to "your mind and desire" to just "throw in the towel", that would be truly silly, for in truth it is "Just Not True".
Bawa. Because in truth "There Are No Bad Guys" in your story, and "There Is Nothing Other Than God, You are Allah" in Our Story, and what Now makes up the lives that have Now grown within you, and that you Now call "your life", that is, the life of Aaron Weiss, and that Now makes up the lives that have Now grown within your mom and dad, and within Mike, and within Sarah, and within each of your old acquaintances, and within each of My Children, is simply "God In Hiding", is simply "God Sleeping", is simply "God Awakening To Himself", is simply "God Breathing Out, and Then God Breathing In". Amen. Ok?.
Bawa. So instead of "Getting Bummed Out" by "This Truth", as you did in you last letter, you Must Embrace "This Truth" as Me, as for you "Who I Am", as for you "What I Am Doing", which is "Revealing God To God, for the benefit of all of My Creations,
Bawa. So Please be Energized By this Letter, Please Get Back On Track, Please Continue to Sit With My Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well Pleased", AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, to Learn More and More about how to hand each of these lives of darkness and evil to God within you, and How to do it "Happily", and How to do it "Peacefully", and How to do it "Joyously", and in this way, and only in this way, How to strengthen your faith and trust in Me, which in truth is Now Still very, very weak.
Bawa. For as "We" shared in "Our Last Letter",
"You and all of My Children have Now become like a "leaf in a stream" and you Now go where the stream goes, but instead you must become like a "bolder in the stream", like Our Dearest Loving Son and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Now is, and let the stream move around you. Amen. Ok?"
Bawa. So please write Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), another letter, He Is Not The Enemy, And Neither are "You", you are My Dearest Loving Son, you are My Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in truth you are Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), for this age and for all life, as are all of My Children, if you like, So PLEASE LIKE, and Like, and Like. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. And this time Do What "We" Are Now Telling You To Do, that is, join as "One with" Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well Pleased", to look at all of the things Now living within you, all of your thoughts and intentions, all of your desires and fears, all of your relationships, all of your qualities and actions, and in this way, begin to see the things hiding behind the illusion of Aaron Weiss, But This Time, as "Gifts of Understanding" to "Your Wisdom", not as horrible things that go "Bump in the night" to your mind and desire. It simple isn't So. Amen. Ok?.
Bawa. For in truth this is what "We" are always looking at within you, this is what "Our" Words and Actions bring out in you, the Truth of God hidden within the "enemy within" you, that is, the Truth of God hidden within the "Enemy of the soul" hiding within you, that is, hidden within the AntiChrist hiding within you, So you can join as "One with" Me, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to begin to see and join with the "Truth of God" hidden within the "enemy within", in Partnership with Me within you, that is, through your faith and trust in Me within you..
Bawa. And then what "We" Ended the last letter with, as the true consequences of My Children ignoring this "Last Warning" about the "Enemy within", as follows in RED, will have turned to dust within you, and "You and Me" will be One, One HERE and One THERE for eternity, and your mom and dad, and Mike, and Sarah, and each of your old acquaintances, and all of you new acquaintances, and all of My Children will be within "Us" as "Our Lights", if they like, and if you like.
Bawa. Please Know This Now, My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), and all of My Children, and Start To Act Accordingly, that is, Start to Truly Embrace Our Dearest Living Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), as Now "You", First on the "outside" of you and then within you, as Now the "Light of God" for your age and for all lives, as Now the "Presence of God", as Now the "Word of God" made flesh, for your age and for all life, as Now the "Fire of God" Now burning in the world for your age and for all life. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. And this is your work, and the work of all of My Children, to join in Partnership with God, First on the "outside" of you and then within you, to destroy the "Enemy within" by revealing the "Truth of Me" hidden within the "falsehood of you", which is True Man, which is the Completion of the Story of God, the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man", So in the End, "No Child Is Left Behind", So in the End, there is Nothing Still "separating God" from God. Amen. Ok?
"Bawa. An "Enemy within" that in truth is Only leading you and all of My Children to the Angel of Death within you, to the "suffering of the grave" within you, if you are not wise, where you will take on the life of a demon, a jinn, a fairy, or a ghost within you, if you are not wise, and then start to roam the earth world within you until Qiyamah (the Standing Forth; the Day of Judgment) within you, that is, if you are not wise, that is, until Qiyamah where you will take on 105 million rebirths, if you are not wise, if you don't wise up before it is too late, with you ending as a worm in hell with only one level of consciousness, or feeling, that is, with you taking on an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, if you are not wise. Amen. Ok?"
Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. Amen.
Bawa. My love you My Dearest Loving Son Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us), and all of My Children - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Us, and with Him). Amen.
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Copy of Letter 02 by Aaron Weiss (Ral.) To Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) (Set Before Spiritual Letter 148)
Bawa: Bismillah ir-rahman ir-rahim
Bawa: Hello, peace be with you dear brother, my brother and Father, thank you for your e-mail, in which you said:
"Bawa. So please write Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), another letter, He Is Not The Enemy, and this time Do What He Told You To Do, that is, join as "One with" him to look at all of the things Now living within you, all of your thoughts and intentions, all of your desires and fears, all of your relationships, all of your qualities and actions, and in this way, begin to see the things hiding behind the illusion of Aaron Weiss."
Bawa: You asked me to join as "One with" Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen to look at the things living within me. We're going to try to do that now. Today there was very good thoughts for a while, good thoughts about Sarah, about a love for Sarah that never changes. Then later while trying to do the Salat, saying Bawa first (and throughout) like Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen says to, I had this book that explains how to do it correctly, and all the things you can do to invalidate the prayers. I started feeling sick, thinking negative things, "what is this crazy religion, so filled with these details and rules?" Please, may God forgive me. Very arrogant, yes.
Bawa: The intention behind the prayer was to obey Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen. Of course, I don't always do that, like with last night, when it felt against my conscience. But to take the time from my day to bow down and get up and repeat these words I've learned, it seems to bring peace to Abu Talib and my mom, and I don't object, even tho whatever lives in me usually doesn't feel like doing it, we've seen that it is good that you told me to do it.
Bawa: Yes there are still many desires. Even tho I'm never truly hungry, the desire for food is still there, tho not as strong as it used to be. The desire for one woman in particular is still there, and when I see her if I don't say Bawa or Jesus over and over again it is difficult to not think about her in a sexual way. This woman is married, so there is no doubt it is wrong of course, but the desire is still there. Al-hamdu Lillah. There is also the desire to be helpful, to feel useful by cleaning or helping others or doing other "heroic acts," as you said. This must also be lack of faith? Yes, some of these lives in me still want to play music and tour, but they are weaker now. We were offered a show in December and I haven't responded. If Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen says we should do it, we'll do it, and if he says we shouldn't, we won't. And certainly I want to have Sarah come back to Mike and not get a divorce. Astaghfirulah Azim
Bawa: Not too many fears other than the big one, the fear of hell I keep struggling with. Everything else I'm sometimes afraid of (failure in life, worthlessness, physical suffering, wasting my time, loneliness, death of my family) isn't so bad, because all that would only be temporary.
Bawa: Looking at my relationships at the moment, who is there who is my friend? Who is there who is not happy with me when I act the way they want me to act and upset with me when I don't? Still, I am sad to be apart from my old acquaintances. I feel wrong calling them or going to visit anyone these days because of what Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen says, so I hang out mostly with Abu Talib. Who is there who truly understands me? And who do I understand? And who in this world do I care about other than me? Nobody.
Bawa: What can be said of my qualities? Certainly, remember much of what Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen has said, would it not be met with disapproval to say anything other than "My qualities are those of Satan. Arrogance, pride, judgment, lust, vengeance, falsehood, cleverness, laziness, selfishness..." This is fine to say, but not entirely honest. There is another feeling, the feeling of contentment, peace, gratitude, forgiveness, that sometimes comes. But what is that? Is that still the Satan, tricking me into thinking "I" can experience something of God's qualities? When I feel forgiveness and love toward Sarah, when the sense comes that she is my own life, that she literally is me, what's going on?
Bawa: My actions...like most folks of course I'd like to be good. But if every look is a sin, if every thought is sin, every taste, everything I listen to is a sin, I guess everything I do is evil. But is God conducting my life? Is not evil within God's responsibility?
Bawa: Ah, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen, Bawa, Allah, whoever is listening, please forgive my cloudiness and craziness and arrogance. Thank you for your patience with me and your kindness to me and your Love for me. Please protect Mike and Sarah and everyone else
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Copy of Letter 03 by Aaron Weiss (Ral.) To Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) (Set After Spiritual Letter 148)
Bawa: All praise be to God for our last letter, in which we wrote:
Bawa. So please write Our Dearest Loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), another letter, He Is Not The Enemy, And Neither are "You", you are My Dearest Loving Son, you are My Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in truth you are Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), for this age and for all life, as are all of My Children, if you like, So PLEASE LIKE, and Like, and Like. Amen. Ok?
Bawa. And this time Do What "We" Are Now Telling You To Do, that is, join as "One with" Our Dearest Loving Son,and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), in whom "We are well Pleased", to look at all of the things Now living within you, all of your thoughts and intentions, all of your desires and fears, all of your relationships, all of your qualities and actions, and in this way, begin to see the things hiding behind the illusion of Aaron Weiss, But This Time, as "Gifts of Understanding" to "Your Wisdom", not as horrible things that go "Bump in the night" to your mind and desire. It simple isn't So. Amen. Ok?
Bawa: Salam wa-lakum. Yes, these things living within us, they have to be "gifts of understanding." If it is true that "nothing happens the way the mind intends, everything happens the way God intends," as You told us while you were living in the world, and "it is all perfect," (and this has to be true), there truly can be "no bad guys," and even those who seem like bad guys are only playing their part, all with God's permission. So certainly, whether Aaron has doubts or fears or desires or thoughts or judgements or lust or arrogance, this is nothing to worry about. In fact, it is only a reason to say, Al-hamdu Lillah, truly.
Bawa: Aaron certainly does have these things, and they are very valuable in God's hands, are they not? If we hand them to God, that is, come to God as we actually are (as selfishness, as darkness, with nothing good to offer, with no accomplishments, with no "heroic acts," with no righteousness, with no understanding), not as we would like to think of ourselves (good person) and in this way "do business with God," as Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen has trained us to do, that will be good. For as "you" taught us while "you" were living in the world, "the most important thing for a disciple to know is his current station."
Bawa: As for this other matter, that of whether the form we see of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen now (Louie Beutler) is the example we have of the contrast to our darkness...whether everyone else, all your other children, are his darkness and this "Physical Shaikh" is our light, our fire, the Word of God for our age and for all life...ah my Bawa, my Father, this is hard to believe. You know my heart, do you not? You see all that is hidden, do you not? You see that Aaron certainly doesn't know what to make of this Lou Beutler looking Character who seems to be saying he's in the state of Jesus. Is he totally crazy? Certainly he is crazy, if he is not God Himself, for as You taught us while you were living in the world, "Only God is not Crazy." And certainly he is me, my own life, this much is for sure. But is he my own life in any way that the rest of your children are not also my own life? Is he Jesus in any way that everyone is not Jesus? Whoever he is, certainly we can pray for his life, our own life, as You taught us to pray through him, "Oh my God, no matter what he does, open his inner heart, grant him your grace, and pull him back into You."
Bawa: Please forgive me for everything incorrect that we've shared. Al-hamdu Lillah!
End of Copy of Letter 03 by Aaron Weiss
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